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(C) Chris Rubey |
Growing up, what were some of your formative film experiences?
When
I was younger, films were a big deal in our house, and we watched
everything from SPLASH (1984) to MY LIFE AS A DOG (1985), which was
a movie that I instantly gravitated towards because I had never seen
anything like that before. E.T. (1982) was another film that stuck
with me. It's profoundly emotional, and it captures a very specific
moment in time. Somehow, even within the bizarre plot, the subject
matter is relatable and the film makes you feel it, which is
something I admire. I love adventure. It's also actually quite dark.
Another film that profoundly affected me is THE SHINING (1980),
which is just the most elegant, frightening film.
Something
that all those films share with your own film, MEADOWLAND, is that
the most effective acting in the film comes from the facial
expressions.
That's
a huge compliment! What they all have in common is that they're not
overdone and everything is under the surface.
When did the idea of becoming a filmmaker first come about?
When did the idea of becoming a filmmaker first come about?
It
was actually my dad's idea. When I was in third grade he was working
overseas in Tokyo and he brought home a huge JVC camcorder which
took VHS tapes. He gave it to me and said ''You’re going to
document the family.'' At the time, I was into writing, and all day
long I was sitting down in my glasses typing up short stories on my
mom's Commodore 64. I wasn't really into bringing people into my
creative endeavours. I liked writing on my computer because I was
alone. Now, with this camera I had to be around other people and it
was so annoying as I didn't like being around other people. I was
kind of a big nerd. I had only one close friend at a given time. I
took the video camera and started using it, and despite myself, I
found that I couldn't put it down. I started recording all kinds of
incredibly boring things like the grass growing and the animals in
my back yard. Then I started making commercials and music videos
using my family as my subjects. At high school I stopped writing and
started doing photography. When it came time to apply to college, I
was thinking of applying for a Journalism course but it was my dad
that said ''Why don't you apply to NYU for film school?'' I didn't
really think of it as a job people did. I thought being a writer was
a job, and I assumed I would do that. But it got harder and harder
for me to write and easier and easier for me to take pictures.
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(C) Dikayl Rimmasch |
How
did you come to shoot FROZEN RIVER?
I
had finished film school and I was looking everywhere for a feature
to shoot. I'm pretty convinced I applied for FROZEN RIVER through
Craigslist, but according to the producer Chip Hourihan, he didn't
see any application from Craigslist and he called me for an interview
because he had my reel from a prior interview. I probably wasn't even
the director Courtney Hunt's second choice but I think she was
impressed by my documentary background, and particularly a film that
I had shot that was on the reel called OFF THE GRID: LIFE ON THE MESA
(2007), directed by Jeremy and Randy Stulberg. It was about this
group of people who live outside of Taos, New Mexico, and live off
the grid. It's just incredibly moving, and you can't believe the
place is real. Courtney wanted FROZEN RIVER to feel as real as
possible.
Yes,
it was freezing on that job. Of all the films I've done, it was the
most difficult physically and mentally. Just in the will to keep
going every day. We did a lot of things that would not have been
possible had it been a union shoot. There were days where we got
weather warnings to not go outside because we could die, and we still
went out and shot all day. I am glad I did it though. It changed the
course of my career. That's all it takes, one movie. I am still
friends with a lot of people who worked on the movie and they all
agree it was to this day the toughest shoot they've ever been on.
What
was your brief on FROZEN RIVER? What did Courtney want you to
capture?
She
wanted it to be as if this was a documentary about these real people.
We were helped by the talented actors like Melissa Leo and Misty
Upham, who has since passed. The script that Courtney wrote was
amazingly naturalistic. She has a knack for telling those kinds of
stories. It was all a good recipe for something that felt kind of new
at that time.
It
was actually more gradual. After the film won the Grand Jury Prize at
Sundance, I started getting phone calls to shoot films in a similar
naturalistic, handheld style. I started to get pigeonholed
immediately. My heart was in doing handheld style photography but I
wanted to also do more refined lighting. On FROZEN RIVER we were
handicapped by time and money, so we weren't able to really light
anything. It was just run and go, and try to find the best direction
to shoot in. Before that movie I had shot a bunch of documentaries
and also some reality TV and I realised I had an intuition as to what
kind of shot was best to tell the story. Usually, in my experience, a
director won't tell me where to go because they trust me enough to
have a go myself.
Do
you usually require an emotional connection to material to excite you
about a project?
As
a DP I'm always thinking ''What can I bring to this picture that's
new to me or just new in general? Can I match the visuals to the
emotion? Would I want to see this movie?''
Are
you also interested in achieving things technically that you haven't
done before?
I
used to only want to do movies in my comfort zone and always
hand-held, so I would avoid anything that was stylised. It wasn't
that I couldn't do it, it was just that I wanted to do what I liked
aesthetically. What I've learned in more recent years is that it's
fun to be pushed by the director and the requirements of the story
into a totally different style. Otherwise, I wouldn't learn anything
new. I reverted to my comfort zone for MEADOWLAND, but for the new
HBO series Vinyl, I did things I'd never done before, and I was also
able to express myself so it took me to a new level in my own
personal creative exploration.
When
you shoot a historically based film like KILL YOUR DARLINGS, do you
feel a pressure to have the film look like something akin to how
people generally feel the period looked?
There
were a lot of debates that the director John Krokidas and I had
during making that movie. At first I felt that I had to shoot it the
way people felt it would have looked like but now, after shooting a
show like Vinyl, which is set in the 70s, I don't believe that
everything has to be literal. When I was doing KILL YOUR DARLINGS I
wanted it to be specific or at at least different from what things
look like now. I had a very filmic look in mind, and we actually
shot it on 35mm film, which was helpful because you have that unique
texture. We did color-correcting in postproduction too to give it an
old photograph kind of look. We went for a faded photograph kind of
look for the flashback sequences, which I guess you could say was a
bit of an obvious choice, but I think there are little nuances to
the color that felt different from other period films of that time.
I think the film is this special little thing. We were shooting a
low-budget period piece that takes place in 1943, and we were
shooting it in modern-day New York City, out towards New Jersey. The
places were limited and the effects budget was small, so there were
going to be all these lights that were either going to be in the
background or in the foreground. It wasn't the type of budget where
we could just turn off all the lights, or even get rid of them in
postproduction. I felt like the color of that time period was not
going to be sodium vapor, and more of a white color. In
postproduction we took out all the sodium vapor and all the lights
ended up this interesting greenish-blue. If you go back and look at
the film you'll see that pretty much all the street lamps in the
nighttime sequences are that color. We ended up solving a technical
problem, but also creating a unique feel that I was very happy with.
When
I heard about the project from my agent, she presented it as a film
that was sort of a documentary but also a narrative. At that time it
sounded very appealing. I signed on to that project with no script
and no real idea of what it was going to be about. I couldn't
believe that I had never heard of LCD Soundsystem or their music, so
hearing their music for the first time was an amazing discovery.
That was the moment where I realised I was such a mom, not knowing
who they were! That project was all about being useful to the
director and flying by the seat of my pants, which I love. I have no
problem going to work and deciding what the best direction to shoot
is on the day. Prep time is useful, but sometimes not so much. I
like to make up a plan in advance, but that doesn't always happen.
This film was about showing up, having a very basic plan, and just
following the band. I loved having that freedom and I enjoyed
working with Will Lovelace and Dylan Southern the most of all the
directors I've worked with. I look forward to seeing them directing
another feature.
Why
did you love working with them so much?
I
feel like we all know each other so well. I've also done some
commercials with them. They're very trusting. They know how I see
things, and they know I know what they like. They just let me go.
When they want to see something different, the guys let me know. I
like that kind of working, where you're allowed to show the director
what you have before they step in and try to change it. The film was
an organic experience and it was less about planning than ''You
really got to be on your game because you're going to have to decide
the most beautiful and compelling way to shoot something really
quickly.''
How
was working with Rob Reiner on THE MAGIC OF BELLE ISLE and AND
SO IT GOES?
I
still remember my agent asking me if I wanted to interview for a
film starring Morgan Freeman and being directed by Rob Reiner. The
generation I grew up with was STAND BY ME (1986), THE PRINCESS BRIDE
(1987) and WHEN HARRY MET SALLY... (1989). His movies informed my
whole childhood growing up. He's a legend to me. We had a half hour
meeting, and ten minutes later I got a phone call telling me I got
the job. One of the most amazing things about Rob is that he is the
best at making decisions really fast and sticking to them. On the
two movies I did with him, there was only one time where we changed
a plan we were going with in the middle of a scene. I learned a lot
from him. Initially the idea of working with him was very
frightening and scary but Rob is a very warm and loving person and
we got along great. He never discriminates over gender or age. He
knew I was this young girl who grew up on his movies. He treated me
like a peer. This was the point where I realised I could shoot a
movie in a way that suited the story, and it wasn't always going to
look like FROZEN RIVER. This was a Rob Reiner movie so it looked
like a Rob Reiner movie, with hopefully a little bit of me sprinkled
in.
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(C) Paul Sarkis |
I
wasn't feeling like I needed to direct a movie at that point. I was
feeling comfortable in my DP zone. There had been four or five
scripts that had come to me for directing. There was one that I
courted for a long time, but the script never got to the point where
I felt like I could do the right thing with it, even though I really
loved it. When I got MEADOWLAND I thought ''OK, this is really scary
and a huge challenge.'' Also, as a mom, it was a frightening story to
tell. I felt drawn to it because I felt like I could do something
with it. It was something that would punch people in the gut. I've
seen movies where I was so affected that I never forgot them. I
realised that if I was ever going to direct a film, the first time
was going to be the only time I was ever going to get to do what I
want. There'd no pressure on me yet because I had never really done
anything.
I
did have producers that I worked with who knew me very well and
questioned why I was interested in making a film about such dark
subject matter when I was such a funny person, and it was such a
risk for a first film. That just made me want to do the film even
more and prove them wrong. There were no delusions of grandeur on
MEADOWLAND. What I got out of it was sort of what I expected, which
was I got to show people that I could make a movie that could make
them feel something truly intense. That was the main goal, above
everything else. When Olivia Wilde signed on, she was taking a huge
risk on me as a first time director. She saw me as taking a risk on
her too because she had never done a drama this serious before, or
gone to such depths. I believed she could do it from the first
moment I met her. She was so determined and dedicated that I wanted
people to see the film and think ''Wow, I've never seen Olivia like
this before, and she's never been better.''
The
movie was never destined to be a commercial success. It was more
about it being a movie to make you feel something, and what was
interesting about it was that a lot of the actors in it were doing
things they had never done before. Everybody brought 300%. I was so
lucky to get the actors that I got. The thing with the film was to do
something risky. The other scripts that I had looked at were more
commercial and were more like the films that most people would want
to see. The big disadvantage with MEADOWLAND is that once you have
read the synopsis, most people become afraid to see the film. You
almost have to bury the plot when you promote the film. Once people
have seen the film, they are so affected and glad they saw it.
When
I initially signed on to the movie, the darkest thing that had
happened to me was that my dad had passed away when I was eighteen.
Working with the writer on the script we were both bringing our own
demons to the material. I have two sons though, so I was able to see
the forest through the trees. I totally got the devastation that the
audience needed to feel. Then, while we were in the process of
getting financing, I was diagnosed with Stage 2 cancer at the base of
my tongue. I'm in remission now but I was in chemotherapy and
radiation for a good portion of the time we were trying to raise the
money. I basically couldn't talk. I definitely think that experience
informed the way I told the story. If that hadn't happened to me,
it's certainly possible MEADOWLAND would have been a little
different. There are definitely moments in the film with Sarah,
Olivia's character, that are directly drawn from when I was going
through my treatment. There were eight weeks where I wasn't
communicating with the world, because I couldn't speak because of the
pain. I only communicated through by writing on a dry erase board
from time to time and I didn't eat or even drink water by mouth for
130 days. In the scene where Sarah is brushing her teeth in the
bathroom, the water in the faucet washes off the toothpaste from the
brush but she doesn't put more toothpaste on, she just keeps
brushing. It's very subtle, and you can almost miss it. That moment
means so much to me because it encapsulates a very specific feeling
from my experience of going through cancer treatment and being in so
much (physical) pain you don’t give a shit about anything anymore.
That's what the movie is about. You get to a point where you are
going through something that is so bigger than basic human function
that you don't really perform basic human functions anymore.
I
think the way that you portray grief in the film is very real and
palpable.
That
makes me so happy to hear that. It seems most of the people who
gravitate towards MEADOWLAND are usually people who have been through
something very difficult or people who are open to feeling emotion.
Once MEADOWLAND came onto VOD and reached a bigger audience, I had
quite a few people message me on Twitter to tell me vehemently how
important the film was to them. One was a father who lost two sons,
one to childhood cancer and one as a baby and he told me had never
seen a film that embodied grief the way the film did and felt like
his own life. I got a message from another father who had lost his
son eighteen months before, and he thanked me so profusely for making
the film. As a mother of two sons, I can't imagine losing them, even
though I had to imagine it every day of working on this movie. I will
never pretend to know what that feels like. It has to be worse than
everything I've gone through put together. To have people who have
been through these things say that the film felt like what they were
going through was really validating.
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(C) Paul Sarkis |
It
was an emotional journey for me, and it was good for me after what I
went through, because I spent days in the edit where I would be
crying my eyes out. I had to know in the editing whether I felt it.
Maybe I handicapped myself because my son played Olivia and Luke's
son in the movie, and I was bound to get emotional shooting and
editing the movie. But it seemed to work for me. Casting him came
from other reasons, like putting myself close to Olivia, but also
finding the right kid was very difficult. The bottom line was that it
was a cathartic experience for me.
Olivia
Wilde has not done anything like this before. How did you know she
was the right fit?
Olivia
was interested in the role, and right before meeting her, even I was
unsure because even though I knew she was smart and had a good head
on her shoulders, I had never seen her do anything like this. The
one thing that I had seen her do that made me think she might be
really interesting for this was Spike Jonze's HER (2013), where she
played the crazy blind date. Olivia was my favourite thing about
that movie. That made me realise that there was more to her than met
the eye. If anything, Olivia has been handicapped by her astounding
beauty. She has the chops to do way way more than she has done. I
think what she did in MEADOWLAND is just scratching the surface of
her potential. I feel lucky that she came to me and said ''I'm doing
this role.'' I am glad I went with my gut. I can't imagine anyone
else doing it now. People in general in Hollywood need to get past
what people look like, myself included.
I
am the biggest fan of Luke and he's totally underutilised. I think
he did amazing work in the HBO show Enlightened (2011-13) and he
went quite dark in THE ROYAL TENENBAUMS (2001), but I always felt
like Luke could do more. He just fell right into this part, and he
just knew what to do. He was doing the right thing from the first
moment. I think Luke is underrated, and I love the subtleties that
he brings to a performance. In all the scenes where he is by
himself, he just looks so lost- his body language spells defeat.
That's what I felt like. Pissed off with the world, and about to
explode underneath the surface, but trying to keep it together. He
was able to capture all of that. When we shot the scene towards the
end where he is at the FBI Office, I
was shooting a wide shot and I was just in tears. It was all in his
body language. It was the most heartbreaking thing, you know. That's
Luke. He just knew how to stand, how to carry himself. That's so
much about what an actor does. They step into a character's shoes,
and they walk totally differently because the character walks
differently.
Giovanni
Ribisi gives a memorable performance. His character on one level is a
mess, but on another level he has an angle on how to cope with grief
and is the most 'together' of all the characters.
Yes,
his character is so ironic. He's the one doing all the drugs but in
that moment when he and Olivia's character are on the roof, he has
just smoked DMT and is at his most lucid. He's seeing her for the
first time. What he brought to the role was an unexpected level of
understanding and empathy.
The subject matter is very dark. Was the atmosphere during filming very serious or did people try to lighten up the mood between takes?
The subject matter is very dark. Was the atmosphere during filming very serious or did people try to lighten up the mood between takes?
It
was not a serious shoot at all. As a person I am cracking jokes 24/7.
Some of these are actors don't normally do such dark stuff, so they
were having fun too. Olivia is hilarious, as is Luke, who basically
does comedy all the time. John Leguizamo, Giovanni Ribisi and
Elizabeth Moss had a good time on set. You wouldn't have known we
were making a serious movie! But when the cameras started rolling, we
were on. Pretty much every scene in the movie was heavy and there
were no scenes where there was really a break. There was always an
atmosphere that was good for the actors. The actors were so great
that it didn't need to be dark all the time.
Now
you have directed a film, are you aiming to direct films and also
continue as a cinematographer?
I
think I'd like to keep doing both. People always want to place you
into one category. Since directing MEADOWLAND I have shot six months
of an entire season of Vinyl, but I have a few directing projects
that are in various stages of pre-production. As a DP, I love that I
get to go on these many adventures with all these beautiful,
creative minds and expand my horizons. I love lighting, and I love
composition. I love telling a story visually and on every project I
am learning more. I don't want to stop doing that. Maybe I'll be a
little more selective, and continue working for directors I really
want to work with, though.
It
was really cool getting that opportunity to pay homage to everything
that Scorsese had ever done, without getting in trouble. He actually
hosted a screening of MEADOWLAND for Olivia and I at the MOMA. He
told me ''I'm really embarassed. I had no idea you directed
MEADOWLAND until the end credits. I thought you had just shot it and
when I saw your name, I was like WOW! '' He really liked the movie,
which was honestly better than any award I could receive. To be
talking with my idol about my own movie, and to have him analysing
aspects of it, was a moment I never thought would happen in my life
and was just about the coolest thing ever.
What
did you love about working with him the most?
He
is so inspired all the time about stories and narrative. We would
have a meeting about the tone of an episode before we shot it. I had
the opportunity to sit there with ten other people, one of whom was
Scorsese. I got to hear Terence Winter and him discuss the
characters and the story. I'd be sitting there in the corner, eating
sandwiches quietly, trying not to be noticed. Scorsese would discuss
things with such energy and excitement. His perspective of the
storytelling and the characters was so unique. He had so many
anecdotes and stories, and anecdotes to back up the stories and so
forth. It was the most infectious energy that I have ever
experienced. When he gets talking, you can't help but be riveted.
He's fired up. He's a spicy motherfucker. He never ceases to amaze
me with his amount of knowledge he has about topics outside of
filmmaking as well. He has about a gazillion stories he still has to
tell, I think.
What
was the brief with shooting Vinyl?
Rodrigo
Prieto and Scorsese set up this look in the pilot that is totally
crazy and out there. It's very specific and embodies all of
Scorsese's visual language that has been there since MEAN STREETS
(1973), but then the way the camera follows the story is very close
to GOODFELLAS (1990) or THE WOLF OF WALL STREET (2013). The
cinematographers come in and are encouraged to tell the stories
their way, and there are very few rules. The rule for me, based on
Scorsese’s pilot is that whatever way you choose to tell it, it
has to be motivated by emotion, even if the choice is larger than
life. This show has handheld, Steadicam, dollies, and so on, but
they are used in that Scorsese way where it all works. The challenge
was to decide when emotionally a certain device is called for.
I spoke to Reed by telephone on 30th December 2015 and would like to thank her for her time.
Vinyl is currently showing on HBO. MEADOWLAND is available on DVD and digitally.
Reed's website.
All photographs are the property of the copyright holders and cannot be reproduced without their permission.
Interview by Paul Rowlands. Copyright © Paul Rowlands, 2016. All rights reserved.
I spoke to Reed by telephone on 30th December 2015 and would like to thank her for her time.
Vinyl is currently showing on HBO. MEADOWLAND is available on DVD and digitally.
Reed's website.
All photographs are the property of the copyright holders and cannot be reproduced without their permission.
Interview by Paul Rowlands. Copyright © Paul Rowlands, 2016. All rights reserved.
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